Eventful. In More Ways Than One...
So life got twisted, turned and went upside down. I'm what I never thought I'd be...a non custodial mother. Legal issues aside, my younger kids are boys and boys need a father. I cannot teach them to be a man in any way shape or form. Anyone that "stays together for the kids" is stupid. I was stupid for way too long. Now I'm away and I miss them like I never thought I could miss anything. It's an overwhelming ache you can't understand unless you're a mother away from her children. Men are designed to be away, we are not. It hurts. With a burning passionate hurt. And I'm Gumping my way out of that...that's all I'm going to say about that. I don't expect anyone to understand my choices, or agree with them. I don't particularly care if they do. I'm not struggling with them. It's what we all needed. I have things I need to heal from away from them and they have things they need to heal from away fr...