When I was 19 years old (barely) I had some gallstones and had to have my gallbladder removed. At the same time, they decided to do an appendectomy since they were already in there. Unfortunately, they severed one of my fallopian tubes on the way. When I woke up from surgery, they told me very plainly that they'd removed my gallbladder, appendix and "accidentally" severed one of my tubes and went on their merry way.
I didn't really think about it at the time since it wouldn't affect me much anyway, remember, kids were not in my plans. Moving on...the boyfriend I had at the time was a complete asshole and broke up with me days after the surgery citing the disgusting laparoscopy scars as his reason, they were just too gross for him to be with me anymore.
In retrospect, this next part makes me look bad and I admit I made some poor choices in my younger years, but here goes. I slept with the complete asshole's brother. Not to get back at him or anything, just because I was staying in the apartment that we'd all shared prior to the break up and it just kind of happened. Again, I admit, I've made some poor choices on this journey. None the less, my several trysts with the brother resulted in a VERY unexpected pregnancy. I had been under the impression that the chances of me conceiving naturally would be very slim due to the severed tube and the adhesions on the other side from years of ovarian cysts. Neither one of us were in the least bit ready and I ran for cover, leaving the apartment that we'd shared and moving in where my brother was staying.
Bear with me, I know this is getting long here but I promise I have a point! My brother and his then fiance were staying with her mother and her mother's boyfriend. The boyfriend was family with the next door neighbor...the husband and wife duo, and an extra brother living in a guest room. I had met them all and thought they were all pretty cool people, all the brothers worked together and were hanging out most evenings together as well. I got to know that spare brother and it turned out he was the pick of the litter.
This girl who never wanted kids and never wanted to get married at this point in the story is now pregnant, and has met her future husband. I've been married to the man for damn near 16 years now. And that baby...is almost 17. And they are both amazing people. The pregnancy was remarkably smooth, and she arrived promptly on her due date with my hospital stay being a grand total of 14 whole hours long. She was a terribly healthy little girl as a baby, breast fed well and slept through the night by 5 weeks old. I married that man when she was 10 months old, and he remains to this day the love of my life. She was such an easy baby, I was lulled into the belief that I could perhaps deal with TWO babies and by the time she was 16 months old, I was pregnant again.
This time, things didn't go quite as easily. I found out rather early on, only a day after I'd missed my period. I took my prenatals from day one, I ate well, drank lots of water and had lots of rest. On April fool's day of 1996 I went pee to find a huge clumpy glob of mucus when I wiped. (TMI I know, but this fits into the story here) I called the Dr's office and the nurse said ya know it's probably nothing but just to be safe go to the L&D and have them check you. I was 27 weeks and 2 days.
They hooked me up to the monitor and sure enough, I was in a regular contraction pattern. My high pain tolerance was preventing me from realizing it was premature labor and not just braxton hicks contractions. Fortunately they stopped the labor that night. Nine trips to the labor and delivery department later, and what seemed like too many drugs to stop contractions, my little man decides to be stubborn and hang on tight. At 38 weeks, with an augmented labor and a terribly ineffective epidural, my oldest son, who's head was the biggest of my kids to date, was born screaming into this world. The Dr delivers him, says "Uh-Oh", hands him to a nurse who rushes him away and leaves the room. I'm left freaking clear out while my husband goes to check on our baby. After way too long of a wait, a pediatrician comes in to inform us that our little man has a stage 4 bilateral cleft lip and palate.
I had NO CLUE what to do, how to react or what it would entail. All these years later, and trust me, I will backtrack with his stories later on, he's a healthy 14 year old boy with an incredible gift for empathy and plays better guitar hero than anyone in the house.
I think for this post, I'll leave at this break in the story. There is much more to come. Until next time~~